Eventually I'll Live

Interesting topic today! So one thing I’ve realize about becoming a blogger is vulnerability. I’ve never had a problem with being transparent but I’m realizing vulnerability and transparency are cousins but not siblings. I’m usually considered to be “very open” while sharing my life with people (in which I will as we continue to walk this journey), but I’ve observed an interesting fact. I share things which seem to be personal at times with strangers, but the things i share are usually considered personal due to the listeners perspective but not myself…so I share my life unadulterated. Recently I’ve learned sharing my hearts digressions, thoughts and lust makes me feel vulnerable…to a point where it allows strangers to enter parts of my life my parents are not even aware of. As my thought process progressed, I have discovered the fear of being vulnerable has hindered me in relationships and spiritual growth. So I’ve been living in a false safe haven cave that’s not safe at all. Dying from self-absorption and living the life of an unaware narcissist. Now that I’m activating my awareness, I’ve decided to store eventually in that cave and replace eventually with now! I’m willing to be vulnerable, so that I may live!! Whats in your cave?